FriendI'm not a nice person,
and I'm not a good friend.
I'm not someone's beginning,
I'm always the end.
I'm always getting hurt by them,
the heart that never mends.
I'm never getting noticed,
I guess their time can't spend.
I'm just a freaking human,
With a life I can't defend.
I just want to be happy.
Will you be my friend?
Passing Notes in ClassRumors spread like wildfires,
secrets spew like a hose.
Hurting those they are about,
right under one's own nose.
Sometimes friends betray each other,
sometimes lovers turn.
Sometimes writing hurts more than the mouth,
as messed up feelings churn.
The hear the laughter of the authors,
the victim's falling tears.
Breaking souls and telling lies,
emotions beyond our years.
Hatred fills the paper,
amusement flows through the pen.
Showing who and who's not true,
making friendships end.
So much power in the words,
so much in the notes.
But they show off faking posers,
and see what's under their coats.
So many friends I'll never have,
so many people I pass.
But it's better than going through such things,
like passing notes in class.
Just a Regular Highschool Day"Stupid" "Loser" "Kill yourself".
I hear it everyday.
These hateful words not towards me,
just a regular highschool day.
Queens and preps,
Complain all the time,
and are such a big chore.
morons, and geeks.
Don't walk into the bathroom,
they were in there -- it reeks!
the emo / goths.
Just float around drunk,
fly to drugs like moths.
Where am I, in the midst of this?
There's something I don't even know.
I'm trapped between drama by "the Queen",
stuck in this circus show.
Counting down the days that are left,
but miss each day that passes.
I guess after this I'll hold on to my friends,
so screw those other asses.
I wish I could just start all over,
take a break from mistakes I've made.
I used to be funny and confident,
but those feelings are starting to fade.
Nobody likes me,
and nobody knows.
I cry in my sleep,
there the memory goes.
I wish I was happy,
I wish I was fine.
I wish I'd love my life,
and believe it was mine.
But I can't